I truly enjoyed this book but I struggled to get myself to sit down and write the review for it. I didn’t know what I wanted to say. So I’m settling on telling the only story that keeps coming up whenever I look at the color of this book: Early into my teens, I taped a piece of paper to the back of my closet. This paper listed all the reasons I was unlovable. Whenever I got into a fight with a family member or had a particularly bad day, I would add to the list. I couldn’t tell you why it started or when it exactly it ended. (I don't know if it ever truly ended or it just shifted into an internal dialogue as I got older). Honestly, I sort of forgot about the list’s existence until picking up this book. Genesis has the list and for the first time I wonder: how many other children, tweens, teens, adults also have the list: a personal ledger of what they think others think about them, the worst things about themselves?
Although Genesis is a character I didn’t immediately identify with, I found myself in her: the girl that wanted to be a different person. As a teenager, I went to great lengths to bury the person I was (the one I believed was unloveable) as I tried to be the person I thought I should be. Had I had Genesis maybe it wouldn’t have taken me into early adulthood to figure it all out…..
This book is a beautiful story about how we see ourselves, how we see others; judgements and prejudices and personal histories. Equal parts infuriating and hopeful. The entire time absolutely human.
For Ages:10-14 years old
For Those That Liked: Blended, Harbor Me, Stella by Starlight
Yoga Pose- Camatkarasana (Wild Thing Pose):
*Start in Adho Mukha Svanasana (Downward-Facing Dog) lift the left leg high moving into Eka Pada Adho Mukha Svanasana (Three-Legged Down Dog).
*Bring your weight into your right hand and roll onto the outer edge of your right foot like in Vasisthasana (Side Plank Pose).
*Inhale: lift. Exhale: step your left foot back and place your toes on the floor with your knee partially bent.
Next Level: If you feel stable, lift your hips higher until you curl more into a backbend with your right foot solid on the ground.
To Exit: Hold for 5-10 breaths breaths, return to Down Dog and repeat on the other side.